Today I got a call that I had been waiting for. I’ve been scheduled for my brain scans.
I instantly felt a wave of relief. I had no idea how long I would be waiting. I am glad it was only about a month and a half. Now I can move to the next step in this journey. I don’t know what that will look like but it’s progress.
I’ve been asked a few times if I am scared. I wouldn’t describe what I am feeling as fear. I am feeling like it’s time to buck-up and prepare for any possible situation. Head into the next step with fists flying but also with ears open and ready to listen to whatever the medical professionals tell me. I do still need to wait to get in with the neurologist but this is definitely a step towards knowing what is happening. Fingers are crossed that I get answers about what has been happening but also that the cause(s) are manageable and can be fixed.
I don’t know that I’ll get my memories back but if I can retain new memories going forward that would be lovely. That way I can move forward with my life and make new memories.
K.
Oh sweetie, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
If you ever want to talk, I’d love to see you 💗
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I would love that. Feel free to shoot me a message and we can find a time 💕
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