Today I got a call that I had been waiting for. I’ve been scheduled for my brain scans.
I instantly felt a wave of relief. I had no idea how long I would be waiting. I am glad it was only about a month and a half. Now I can move to the next step in this journey. I don’t know what that will look like but it’s progress.
I’ve been asked a few times if I am scared. I wouldn’t describe what I am feeling as fear. I am feeling like it’s time to buck-up and prepare for any possible situation. Head into the next step with fists flying but also with ears open and ready to listen to whatever the medical professionals tell me. I do still need to wait to get in with the neurologist but this is definitely a step towards knowing what is happening. Fingers are crossed that I get answers about what has been happening but also that the cause(s) are manageable and can be fixed.
I don’t know that I’ll get my memories back but if I can retain new memories going forward that would be lovely. That way I can move forward with my life and make new memories.